hmmm..ytd full house last episode over le..all mi saturday nitez..spending 1030 to 1230 glued to the tv..then after tat in the end i had to switch off the lights in the living room n mi room miself..the feeling is definitely freaky..hmmm..i like full house!!okie..the show in chinese is called lang4 man4 man3 wu1..after so mani turns and setbacks..the main actress is finalli with the main actor!!actualli i don realli like the main actor..i don like egoistic guyz and male chauvinists..but still..itz him the actress like..then okie lor..hahaz..the show..happy ending :)..i like shows with happy endings..:)..coz i look arnd mi n i cant find love..i watch tv..so tat i know tat love still exists in the world..:)

itz enough. i guess, like tat is enough. theres a lot i wanna say since long ago, but itz okie. i guess they doesnt realli matter. didnt wan to be pushed far far away..but..take care of ur back..

ytd was great..but i cant help being angered..sadded..n disappointed..when i heard of the news..abt wad the guyz did..smth which i will nv ever forgive abt a guy..i wont forget u ppl..for doing tat to the girls..NEVER..if itz realli true..tat guys when they r with a girl..they will tend to think tat they can get a better one..listen up guys..u r juz plain greedy..u don even know how to cherish ppl..esp the person rite beside u..actions speak louder than words..cherish..is not a words u juz carry by ur mouth and say 'oh,i cherish her.'no..u r so wrong..itz not from wad u realli r from beneath ur true self..but ur actions which determines who u realli are..so u think tat u can find the most perfect girl rite..ic..wad do u think abt the girl..doesnt she wan to find the most perfect guy also?do u think u realli deserve a realli perfect..a better girl?do u think tat every single one of the girls can put up with ur temper..compromise ur flaws?pls..itz time to wake up..wake up from the fantasy u have been indulging urself with..a fantasy tat will nv come true..cant u all juz cherish the one beside u..u think shes not good enough for u..do u think u r good enough for her..do u think u are good enough to fit the perfect girl?u will get wad u deserve..those which u don deserve u will lose them eventually..so u gave up a good one n find another..thinking shes better..but no..shes not..so u find..but no..shes not either..in the end u gave up a good one for a bad one..isnt tat stupid?u will get wad u deserve eventually..not every girl can compromise with ur flaws and everything..u r not perfect..why seek to get a perfect girl?u'll still lose them eventually..n u mite not even find them to speak the truth..u may think tat..oh..sharon is speaking her big logics again..she thinks shes rite in everything..well..i don think im rite in everything..but if u think tat way..fine then..u'll juz regret one day for ur actions..ive already done all i cld n theres nth else tat i cld do..i shld juz stop wasting mi efforts..but..realli..guys..i don mean to anger u all..but i juz hope tat u all wont repeat mi mistake..a mistake tats hurting..i juz started to cherish certain things lately..n i think i shld have done them much earlier..juz hope tat u will cherish wad u have..be contented..be mature..some ppl spend too much time trying to get wad they cant get..y be one of them??man is greedy i know..itz time to cherish everything..before itz too late..and yes..i still angry and disappointed..y do ppl onli learn how to cherish the ppl arnd them when they r losing them..i hate it..cherish ur family..i know itz easier said than done..but u simply got to do so..everyone has to die eventually..if u r not going to do it now..when r u going to do it..don make urself regret for ur actions...

i dreamt tat i went to a place far far away..saw a few familar faces..but not the one whom i lost all mi energy on..none of them rmb mi..kanna bullied..ppl r running mi down with words..n ive onli got miself to protect mi..i finally understand y no tears fall out..i had used practically all mi energy for persuation..the rest of the energy..to let go....until there is not even a bit of energy left to cry anymore....

im back!korea's cool..n cold..for some time..i cant get over the food..coz itz so spicy and saltish in korea..n in singapore it tasted so bland..then i lost mi appetite for quite some time tat i tot im anorexic..but im glad im eating now..:)..on the plane back to korea..passed by taiwan..cool..i wanted to hop off the plane..i like taiwan not coz of 5566..not realli coz of the shopping..but coz of the feeling i got there..itz the feeling i will nv find anywhere..as happie as it is..actualli i think the feeling is as sad..last yr..i went there without any feelings left..with the heart to give up everything..nth more for mi to dwell on..nth more for mi tat holds mi back..itz like..i can leave the world without any worries..without anyone worrying for mi..maybe tats y..i like kao siong!!itz not very city..and it carries countryside taste..:)..after the trip back from korea i realised i like countryside!!..hmmm..well..when i came back everything has changed..im remaining strong..n i still will..i believe in fate..and destiny..n tat they r in mi hands..juz tat i wanna control or not..i'll see wad the truth is exactly in time to come..i'll look forward to the future..:)..i know mi blog is full of virus..ahhaz..i'll be changing mi blog soon!!:)..sch will be reopening soon..time pass so fast..time to pia hard again!!but..i cant help getting worried for mi mom..:(..but i know..she'll be alrite..everytime i see her being so nice to mi..i wanted to tell her the truth..but im not prepared yet..

though im afraid tat wad i'll rather it not happen will happen..though im afraid of facing mi own fate and destiny..coz im afraid they wont be how i wan them to be like..but i think the fear is normal bahz..i will remain strong de..so sorri to all mi frenz..whom i didnt turn to at tat point of time when it happened..but i had mi reasons..i'll tell u all soon okie?and i'll date all of u all out next wk..ehz..except for yana i will wait till ur fasting is over..:)..

the last neoprint. last poke. the sports. the 3 email drafts i wrote long ago but didnt send in the end. words i wanted to say but swallowed all down. see the face clearly again. the 2 parts in 'gu dan bei ban qiu' tat i don wan to say out here. no more waiting after sch. no more complaining. no one realli understanding mi probs in poly life and family matters.

the card. the card. the card. the card. the card. tats a major thing im afraid of in mi fate.

itz not tat ive always wanted to fly away..itz becoz no one tries to hold mi back..

i'll be leaving on wed..hhmm..officially 11.50pm on SQ882 to incheon..hahaz..no la..seoul..korea..the temp there quite cool..11/19..arnd there ba..:)..but i hate the fact tat im always shivering when i come out from the bathroom..oh ya..n guess wad..im afraid of hotel bathrooms..hahaz..serious..:P..then..the time there is faster by an hour compared to spore..the currency there is 606W to S$1..n i think the things there r very ex..there goes mi shopping..:(..but i'll be missing u guyz!!AHEM..BETTER MISS MI TOO..:P..will be back on the 18th tues..at 9.45pm..on SQ887..help mi to pray tat i wont vomit on the plane okie??:D..2 songs to share till im back again..:)..you yuan qian li zai xiang jian..:)

itz time to face the truth..(from 'im beautiful' by james blunt..i think the song is alrite..but when i start watching the mtv i feel so offf..y muz he strip when hez telling mi im beautiful!!..oopss..not mi..ahhaz..but it turns mi off!)im such a pathetic adaptor..itz been one yr..not tat i cant adapt..but every now n then..i find miself dwelling back on the days in zhonghua..yep..like ive said mani times before..i miss the laughters..crapping..etc..n ive blogged for mani times about it..but itz not all..i dunno..the feeling is so strong every time..everytime when i think back on the days i had in zhonghua..those days we cried together..esp in sec 4....walking ssloooowwwwlllllyyyyy to 853 bus stop..oh!!n those days we walked in the rain n got thoroughly wet!!i miss walking in the rain!!i don like to walk in the rain in home clothes!u know..walking in the rain..can help to clear ur tots?hmmm..actualli come to think about it..ive cherished a lot of things in zh..but ive also not cherish a lot of thing in zh..maybe..somethings can onli be buried inside mi mind..but..the feeling is always so strong..so very strong..

Sharon Lim -- greedy but easily contented; rational but impulsive; speak a lot but quiet; believe in things completely but have doubts running through the mind; think a lot but choose not to think at all; simple but complicated. to put it simply, im a total contradictory.
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